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I have been wanting to be able to write a blog in English. I wanted and wanted. That's the first step.
The second step, I tried and tried. I couldn't do it. I didn't have enough vocabulary. I didn't have enough sentence patterns. So, I couldn't continue.
The third step, I was surprised to know that I was writing a blog in English. It's not a big deal anymore.
It's funny. It seems when I forget about it, it came to me.
It is like you already know what you want will come to you at certain point, even if you don't know when. You somehow trust it. You somehow know it will come. So, you don't have to worry about it anymore. You are relaxed. You are not in hurry because it's a done deal. No fear. No worry. Then, suddenly, you notice the thing you wanted before is already here with you. Ha!
The same pattern seems to be happening to me right now with my biggest goal. I wanted and wanted. I tried and tried. Now, I am very relax about my goal because somehow I know it will come to me. Even though I don't know when, it doesn't matter. It's a done deal. No fear, no worry. It will come for sure. And I am very happy right now already.